Here I sit...knowing full well that IF I get up, some kid will ask for something, and I'm in desperate need of a little down time. I'm exhausted. The holiday season is zooming at warp speed, and all I've been feeling is...confused. I'm not even thinking 'ho ho ho, Merry Christmas' or 'Happy Holidays'.....I'm thinking 'If I can just squeeze a little more time into the day, maybe I won't be so exhausted by tomorrow' I'm just...overwhelmed by the STUFF that has to be done. I can't even think of what it is that has to be done right now, because my brain is going faster than my fingers and I can't even write it down. Did I eat today? Hmm....I can't remember. At least I know if I cleaned the house or not. The dust bunnies are laughing out loud at me. Maybe I should put a little liquor in my coffee to chill myself out. (Yes, I know it's only noon....) I think I may be PMSing, too. (OH WONDERFUL!!!! err...NOT) Is it terrible to be feeling relieved that Christmas is almost over? I feel guilty, and yet.....relieved at the same time. I'm SO starting my next Christmas shopping in July. No, really.