I'm conflicted today. It's great that after a long search, we finally decided on and signed a contract on a house.
However, not much has really changed beyond that and I'm still stuck in a less than wonderful situation.
I don't understand how or why paperwork must take such a long time.
Additionally, I don't like to pretend to be smiley and happy when I'm not.
That being said, todays very frustrated conversation with Jesse ended with 'God...just freaking be happy! You're never happy about anything!' Um. What?
I'm happy to have signed a contract on a house, but I'm not going to be jumping for joy til my situation has changed. Makes sense, doesn't it?
Or am I wrong?